Shattered
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The whole house was silent...
The covered furniture looked like ghosts strewn about the floor...
Shadows screaming and thrashing like the regrets of my soul...
The only thing keeping me sane are the voices...
Comforting me...
Not in my head but in my heart...                      
I love her but there are so many obstacles..            
I feel so empty...                                       
          Holding her...                                  
             Hearing her laugh...                          

Staring into her eyes, I can see that her mind is of the likes I have never
seen...

I would give the world for her, but hers is too complex to explore...

Frustration...
Anger...
Guilt...                                           I
Sadness...                                          n
All for her...                                       s
                                                      a
Screaming...                                           n
Blood...                                                i
Are the only things that numb the feelings...            t
                                                          y
But all for nothing...It has been a year...                .
                                                            .
Insanity...                                                  .
It is the end...

Shattered voices no longer make sense...
Clarity, now a puzzle...

The laugh that made me love her now haunts me...

Her touch now makes me cower at the thought...

All I can see in her eyes now is hurt...fear...

Her lips held a different smile...

Tears, again...at the drop of the blade...                                                      
The pain that took them away no longer helps...

Breath comes in bursts...
I could hear my heart beating...faster...faster...

Darkness....

                                                     "I)utch" 
Author: Jason Ross